i am reali trying not to drop any any tears .. not at all .. i had deleted my friendster etc .. but why .. why at this moment my tears will drop .. why .. my heart aches .. i dun feel lk sleeping tdy .. i feel lk going out just like when in sg i am very upset .. but i cannot .. i reali dunno what is the real reason of us like tt end .. i believe he had some difficulties .. i dunno .. GOD SAVE ME~