knowing that most of my frenz are happily attached .. making me wan to get a bf badly .. haiz ..
when i had a bf .. i din treasure .. just suspect here and there .. making no confidence in us .. and now i have no bf .. i realise how much did i miss the chances .. always spoil my own r/s in my own hands .. haiz ..
but luckily .. on a happier side .. i have frenz who still rmb me who i am here .. i am not that lonely .. shirlin just msg me on msn telling me she missed me .. aw .. thats reali nice of her .. angie .. whom i will sms with .. haha .. but not often cause scared later too exp .. she will kill me .. but sumtime will talk @ msn .. they are all my great frenz .. as for my ai ren, kat .. wonder she missed me or nt?? i am her ai ren leix .. dunno lahz ..
mayb i wun be going back so early .. perhaps .. until feb then i will go back ba .. or mayb i will stay until my visa ends .. dunno .. see my next job ... how is it .. =) ... if a nice and high pay job .. i will stay until longer . spend too much money on gifts .. hahha .. got no money for saving and my LV and gucci le!! so no choice ... gotta work longer lor .. hmmz ..
talk to daddy and mumy ytd .. its reali sweet and nice to hear their voice if they are not nagging esp when i misses them alot .. last time they are just by my side .. which i can talk for free .. always ran out and nvr wanted to talk to them .. but now .. wan to talk to them .. have to spend money .. miss them so much .. but i dun wan to see their aged faces .. my heart will ache .. knowing that they have alrdyx grown so old .. ytd my mummy still jokingly telling me .. she is old, anytime will just go .. no ... i am not going to let them go from my side .. no .. and my silly daddy .. i rmb i got him a father's day cup about 4 yrs ago when we come here to play and for holis .. its just a normal cup .. not exp .. but now the cup had slightly cracked .. my silly daddy wun threw it away . he just came it .. cause i seldom give them presents ..
i realise i dunno anything about my brothers and sister in laws .. when i buying gifts for them .. i dunno what to buy .. and what they like .. what a sister i am! and they so understand me .. but me .. fail! haiz ..
on a happy side now since things had passed and i am far away and i can't do anything .. happier side .. my collugues are so nice to me here .. all my drivers are such nice people .. joking to me when i am bored .. hugged me when i am feeling tired .. of cause those friendly hug .. its common for angmoh .. haha ..
recently chasing a HK drama series .. foreign investors 2 .. fa zhen xian feng 2 . so nice .. haha .. and a channel 5 drama series .. by xuan xuan and adrian pang .. so funny also .. hmm .. gtg ... show time! tataz!

i guess i have alrdyx been forgotten by my sg frenz .. haiz .. nobody seems to rmb me .. i am so sad .. perhaps i am not impt to anyone in the first place except for my family whom i talk to everyday on msn .. practically nobody elses .. will i have any frenz when i am back in sg? or will i am alone? haha .. i dunno .. time seems to pass fast .. now in uk . @ 4am the sky is fucking bright .. and @ 10 pm the sky is still bright .. haha .. daytime so long .. nighttime so short .. hmmz .. abt 5 more mths .. and home sweet home with my LV and gucci !!
found a new restaurant job .. bout 250 - 270 .. haha .. hpoefully i will get 270 then hopefully i can work till my last day i don wan .. hmmz .. bless me!

i am in my new working place now .. hee ... its near to london bridge .. hmmz .. here de ppl seems quite nice tho .. the kitchen ppl frm fujian .. =) .. but i noe the ppl from fujian are not tt nice ppl .. LOL! hmmz .. tapping the nearby wireless .. heng here have .. hahha .. or else dunno how lor .. but the room abit cramp .. also nvm lah .... wun be here forever mah .. so why care so much .. lolz .. but its quite convenient here lor .. can go london when i am off .. time to walk in london .. haha .. perhaps changed job is not a bad thing overall bah .. at least i get to walk ard uk time by time .. hmmz ..
tmr starting work .. dunno whether i can do it anot .. hope so ba .. =p .. waiting for my turn to bath lor .. tata