Wednesday 24 June 2009hello!!!
i doubt anybody sitll reading my blog lah.
so long nvr come here update le.
i come back for like 2 mths liao.
spend so much money and no job lor.
sian.
haiz.
jus feel lk lazing ard and b a tai tai.
LOL!!
but cannot lah.
i have been attached for lk about 3 weeks liao.
and this guy is somehow special.
reali special.
he reali take care of me using his true heart.
and i know him for lk 5 yrs b4 we are tgr.
LOL
both of us are shocked by the result.
but my past reali makes me scared of him leaving me.
my past reali makes me scared of all this are just short term.
i dun wan.
i dunno what to do.
we are tgr for lk 24hrs a day, 7 days a week.
lols.
he stay at my hse every single day.
being with him makes me so comfortable.
i wan him to be xin fu and happy.
hopefuly he is when with me.
i am trying not to think so much.
cause i knw he is worried for me.
and he dun wan me to be upset alone.
but i dun wan him to be upset with me.
lols
and i am his first love.
lols.
he love me i love him.
muackz lao gong.
written at 14:30
Thursday 4 June 2009sigh.
think ...
i am just so dead ...
i think i like someone who is younger than me ..
omg ..
we are just so close ..
just so happy being tgr ..
but ..
i dunno how he feels ..
sigh ..
weird ..
it cannot be ..
ahh ...
i am just so dead ...
i think i like someone who is younger than me ..
omg ..
we are just so close ..
just so happy being tgr ..
but ..
i dunno how he feels ..
sigh ..
weird ..
it cannot be ..
ahh ...
written at 00:02
