Wednesday 1 July 2009feeling lost?
i dunno ba .
just feel so lost now.
asked him will she call him again,
he said no,
i said why,
he said cause he told her on msn that he wun talk to her anymore,
then i mouth itchy, go ask him,
i asked u sad anot,
he at first said no,
then i so happy in my heart,
but then later he said actually a little bit sad.haiz.
no mood do nth,
feel so heart breaking,
i think i cannot replaced her no matter what ba.
perhaps i m just a life buoy.
i am nth to everybody ba.
a kwong also treats me like tt.
he also.
why is all these happening to me.
i feel so upset.
i dunno.
am i fated not to meet any guy i love.
or any guy who love me with all his whole heart and nobody else in his heart.
i dunno.
i tot i have met the one,
but somehow he is not the one.
i felt so lost suddenly.
aiya,
i go smoke le.
bye bye.
no mood.
so sux.
written at 20:21
