wow .
time flies .
i haven been blogging for a few weeks .
lols .
gues nobody is looking or reading my blog anymore le .
anw .
i have iinternet connection liao .
will be online every single day .
whee .
was looking at the trailer of channel 8 anniversary gala .
looking at the part whr they will show different years of cny countdown .
my tears dropped .
this comin cny i am not in sg celebrating once again .
but hopefully it will be the last time .
everyone ask me to study or take up a course .
not that i dun wan .
but i reali reluctant to stay here any longer .
tho i dun wan to go back .
but .
i reali miss my parents alot .
alot of memories had been brushing past my brains .
reali alot alot .
those unhappiness and those happiness .
in this world .
who exactly knows my mind and heart .
which person .
dun think i can find this person .
i reali miss everything i used to had .
why i dun treasure .
now till thsi stage .
everything cannot be go back .
was saying abt studying here .
perhaps / might take a course .
if i manage to find a college with my course i wan .
i might study if its not too exp .
ok la .
i go emo lerx .
lols .
tataz .
miss xx

sometimes
i was wandering am i a lucky girl .
if i am a lucky girl?
if yes,
why do i always find the one i love .
but eventually i will lose him de .
haiz .
but serious this few days ,
my mind is him .
wj .
i seriously dunno why .
i used to "escape" by not listening to the songs we used to had memories .
but this few days .
i listen and listen and listen .
sometimes i cried .
even on the train .
why .
why did i make the opportunity to lose him .
he is now so in love .
but muz i still think of him .
trying to ask myself .
to forget him ba .
but i guess for me its reali hard .
haiz /
dun write le .
i gg slp liao .
tt