christmas had over .
and new year is comin .
omg .
time reali flies .
told bro abt the prob .
i am so glad that my bro is always beside me .
understands me .
tho sometimes quite angry with him lah .
haha .
i felt so much better .
looking at my previous blog .
at the wishing list .
realised that i am slowly moving to my ultimate goals .
but if i din come to uk .
i think things will be the same .
i realised .
i am more materialistic now .
omg .
i can't be that .
or else .
even alot of money also not enuff me to spend finish lor !
haha .
anw .
i am gonna buy a LV bag two weeks later .
reali looking forward to own a LV bag of mine using my hard earn money .
omg .
i cannot imagine
how excited will i be sia .
reali miss my family .
talked to my mother .
had a good talk .
its been sometimes since i talked to her .
i know my parents miss me .
wanted me to go back .
but they din say .
haiz .
i too .
wan to go back badly .
myu frenz also ask me to go back .
i miss angie , angelia , katerine, wei lun, wei qiang, raymond , kenny, etc .
haiz .
but .
oh ya .
i found a school for my course .
gonna start school immediately when i go back .
then look for job .
not going to waste any time .
ta .
gg to bath .
and slp early .
tmr waking up early .
shit .
its late.

Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year Peeps !!
ya .
x'mas is here once again .
but this yr .
to me .
its just another bad unlucky day .
i mean beginning .
cause x'mas eve night i rushed to take my last train here .
supposely can rush back to my uncle place just in time .
but .
i WILL miss the train to my uncle place .
ok .
think ppl will find it to complicated to understand wth i am saying .
well .
from my working place to my uncle place
i nd to change FOUR times of train .
or peerhaps FIVE?
from my place (Rainham) -> barking -> aldgate east -> king cross -> uncle place .
its my route .
from rainham -> barking i managed to take my last train .
then i alighted at barking .
i wanted to ask ppl ard .
i mean those in charge la .
not those small ppl .
but nobody could be found .
then ...
i realised i left one of my bags (full of presents ok, at least 6 presents) in the train while coming to barking .
fuck .
dam uphappy liao .
call my uncle ask him what to do .
then he so angry and said .
then dun bother to come .
zzz .
more upset .
call my driver .
ask him wat to do .
he say i can choose to alight the next stop or take the risk .
i chose to take the risk .
so i went on .
i took the train to aldgate east for abt 20 bloody mins,
it seems like forever to reach .
then over there i wait for another train to king cross .
from king cross to my uncle place last train is 10.20 .
and at that time i reached aldgate east was alrdyx 9.50pm .
i am so scared and anxious .
scared i couldn't take the last train to my uncle place at king cross .
but nvm .
i waited and waited and waited .
until 10.10pm .
the train stillnot here .
from aldgate east to king cross need at least 15 mins .
i definitely cannot reach there on time .
cause at 10.30pm the train still nt bloody here!
so i called my driver and ask him to fetch me back .
waited for abt 40mins .
he then come .
i carry so many things .
laptop bag, handbag, 2 bags of present for my couziez .
i look forward to go to my uncle place .
but in the end .
presentz are lost .
uncle place cannot go .
i couldn't understand why .
why he scold like i did anything wrong .
haiz .
this yr x'mas is so sucky .
reali so sucky .
no mood at all .
reali .
haiz .
the person who take the bag .
muz be very happy .
haha .
he asked me for my blog url .
i refused .
cause if i have no position in ur heart,
what is the point of me telling u .
then he says i have bf le ah .
i said no .
cause its the truth .
if u din want to treasure me in the first place .
and now we have broken .
dun bother to care abt me anymore .
he says he want to bring me to sg the hot spring when i come back .
if in the first place,
u dun bother .
then now dun fucking act to bother abt me now !
i am not angry .
i am just too tired .
reali very tired .
i dun wan to have the feeling of neglected once again .
and being used once again .
haiz .
i miss my family alot alot alot .
x'mas pass le,
then new year is comin,
new yr over le,
then cny is coming ,
then my dad b'day ,
then my b'day .
all this event .
i am ALL ALONE .
so tired .
reali very tired .
help .
i am going off le .
no mood .
see play maple got mood anot .
haha .

its nobody but this little cute angel (me lahs!)
been missing for days even i have internet .
just dun wan to blog .
i bought a gucci wallet for myself ytd .
so one thing strike off my goal list .
whaha .
it cost like abt 260pounds la hor .
a pink wallet .
they say is new colour la .
so i buy lor .
wanted to buy LV wallet de .
but the salesgirl attitude so bad .
so bought gucci instead .
and gucci much exp lor .
haha .
and i saw a LV bag and LV cosmetic pouch i like .
so i am just going to buy it .
and a phone LG cookie .
omg .
its just so cool ok .
din call my parents for abt a week .
dad complaint whr have i been missing and busy with .
so called them .
finally mum talk to me le .
lols .
cause made her angry .
that she 2 months or so nvr talk to me liao .
sob .
everyone has been asking me this stupid question .
u know a guy ah .
u got bf anot .
pahtoh alrdys .
zzzzzzz
wah lao eh .
just simply told my aunt i got a close fren here .
its a driver lor .
and i wun ever like him de lah .
pls .
30 something lor .
wah lao eh .
oh ya .
i realise what angie said in her blog long time ago was so true lahs lors .
24hrs per day is nvr enuff.
every night dunno what i doing .
then time pass liaoz .
sianx lor .
oh ya .
x'mas is coming .
whee .
but this yr round .
or probably this area people dun reali decorate for x'mas .
saw one probably the best lightings of all .
the hse probably quite big as well lor .
anw .
gtg to the so call close fren hsez .
cyaz .
why do i believe in u once again .
and now u made me disappointed .
sigh .
i am such a stupid fool .