i suddenly miss him so much ... haiz .. so what if i miss him so much .. does he noes .. haiz ..
tdy is my off day .. dun intend to go out .. mayb if go out, just go hav a walk .. thats it .. so moody .. sux .. i wanna go back sg badly once again .. dun like the life here .. just so horrible .. haiz ..
today so cold ..

hmm .. ytd and tdy aren't a nice day for me .. sigh .. just sux .. got scolded for nth .. the newbie fault also i got scolded .. wth .. _|_ .. just hope to go back sg asap .. gettin reali bored of the life here .. so bored .. and tired .. everyday bz bz bz .. and got nth .. haiz .. i wonder hav i paid my fucking debts finish .. seriously i got no idea .. o.O .. last week tips was not bad .. 30 pounds .. ahha ..
ytd was so bz that i din smile .at all .. then those regular customer told me i look so fierce .. lolx .. shld smile more .. i look nicer .. whahah ..
went casino ytd . lost money .. sux .. sux .. sux .. i lost 5 pounds oki! wah lao eh ..
ehh .. tummy ache .. go pang sai ... brb ..

ytd was my off day .. went out the whole day with ah kuan jie .. hmpx .. bought a tube top .. hee .. gonna on diet .. so that when i wear it will be nicer .. =) .. but .. haiz .. just now cook maggie mee .. haiz .. no no !
ate in a chinese restaurant for 4.99 pounds .. got a meal, soya bean drink and soya beancurd .. yummy ... tho convert into SGD not worth it .. but .. here earn and here spend .. got so many samples .. got 3 from ORIGINS ... the modern friction scrub, charcoal mask, drink up mask .. hee .. the sad thing is .. the mask i can only use ONCE .. haiz .. then got 2 things from CLARINS .. toner and cleanser .. heeehee ...
then after that we met up with one of my collugues and another part time collugue for sushi .. sushi time .. 10 pound for buffet .. but hor .. nth to choose .. i ask u all lah .. whr got in japanese restaurant got chow mein and chinese veg wan .. no lor ... haiz .. then somemore the sushi has wasabi .. haiz .. sad .. but luckily not alot .. haha .. in order to eat more .. i choose to eat the sashimi then the rice .. so i hide the rice in the ginger bowl .. lolx! haha .. so funny ..
next week not goin out .. hmpx .. save money .. for some things i like .. =D .. but anw .. got surprised that alex contacted me .. lolx .. anw .. no more feelings for him ler. . i guess so ba .. haahaa .. but he did leave a deep impact in my mind and heart .. i will rmb that incident forever .. till now .. it is clearly in my mind .. mayb it proves that i love him so much .. lolx .. hahha .. kidding .. now no more r/s for me .. saw syikin friendster .. my ite fren .. she is engaged . omg .. i yet still single .. haiz .. nobody wants me ler lahx .. meant to be an old lonely lady ..
miss ........................ guess urself .. hahah ..

time is passing so fast .. but yet abit too slow .. aw .. what am i saying .. zzz .. i realised ... there are ppl reading my blog .. but just din tagged .. i wonder who .. perhaps its my gf ba .. haha .. angie is it u?? lolx ..
but anw .. things here are so fine .. tired everyday .. work .. looking forward for sushi buffet on wednesday! woohoo! buyin origins charcoal mask .. whahhaz ..
realised another thing .. teaching ppl is so hard .. esp when u wanna teach but they show attitude .. just sux .. just dun feel like teaching lor .. there is this new china boy .. just came for 1 week .. i am suppose to teach him things .. but .. nth comes out good .. sux! haiz ..
weather here is gettin pretty weird recently ... rain with sunshine, windy, dark clouds .. everything .. wah lao ... sigh ..

exactly 1 week i din blog .. but i guess it means no diff whether i blog or not ba .. cause nobody is reading .. lolx ..
just bath .. with freaking cold water .. juz like those ice water u drink .. wah lao .. the heater is spoilt .. dam fucking hell .. boiled water to bath .. lolx .. dunno whether is my body clean or not .. later ah kuan jie is coming back ... hope she knows what is wrong .. and repair .. then later i gonna bath throughly .. or else .. i tink .. no ... i WILL NOT bath .. i thinking abt tmr .. if still not repair .. hw am i going to bath .. mayb i just go to the gym and bath b4 i come back .. or bath in the noon at the gym .. perhaps it is better than bathing fucking cold water .. lolx ..
anw .. today off .. so bored .. so cook spagetti with seafood(mussels, prawns, sotong) in cheese sauce .. yummy .. so full .. ytd promise one of my collugue to acc him to town .. so afternoon went town with him .. he bought a new phone .. sony ericsson W960 .. so nice lor .. @ first wanted to buy sony ericsson K850i .. but after i see this phone .. i think i will buy this ... of cause when i go back sg .. cause i nd sign a contract ma .. hee ..
angie not online .. nobody online .. i mean my close frenz .. sux lor .. so bored .. yawns .. watching show the whole day .. haiz .. tmr nd go work .. bored ah .. but anw .. whu likes to work .. lolx .. ok lahx .. going to research on tt phone .. tataz ..

my off day is ending soon .. =) .. tmr starting work again .. normal day .. haha .. but anw .. ok lahx .. used to it .. today nvr work feel so funny .. lolx .. but anw .. went to birmingham ... bullring .. lolx .. check out angie's perfume .. wanna buy for her .. mayb next week .. or so lor .. i feel its okay .. but the smell .. just so fucking nice okie .. wah lao eh .. i might be buying one for myself .. haha .. then proceed to this japanese restaurant called "Mount Fuji" .. ate bento, sushi, fried tofu .. cost me 15 pounds okie! but its just so fucking nice .. hahahah .. i ask whether they had chawanmushi .. but they dun haf .. the manager is from japan .. she asked me whr i ate it b4 .. i said sg .. lolx .. she said she also miss the dish .. haha .. anw .. then i proceed to cosmetics department in the shopping centre, bull ring .. wanted to buy make up .. but no point .. here nvr put much make up .. buy those exp make up for what sia .. lolx .. so anw .. went over to clinque ..ask about mama products .. then ask her to help me see my skin .. since i nth to do mahz .. haha. . then she also help me apply cosmetics and make up for me .. haha .. stayed there till the shopping centre is closed .. lolx .. then went home ..
on the way home .. sms wei lun .. glad to hear from him .. he is fine .. haha .. but heard my ai ren changed numbe r.. aw .. sad lor .. gonna ask from her .. then went to my work place to see hw is there.. saw this real cutie kid .. i came out from the toilet and he just open his arms and hug me .. lolx .. dun wanna me go .. aha .. so cutie ..
then while i walked home .. i saw a bunch of bad guys .. look like lah .. haha .. so scared .. ran home .. fast .. lock my door . close my curtains . lolx ..
now its time for show !! tatax !!

why .. why does guys wun feel hurt after breaking the girls' heart .. why .. why they would act as if nth had happened .. why ..so many questions in my mind now .. i feel so sleepy and tired .. slepy is physically .. tired is mentally ... i reali wan to cry now. . but no more tears for me .. my eyes are now dried up totally .. time is passing very fast .. the closer i am going back sg .. the closer i am going to face the cruel world once again .. but perhaps i will forget him by then .. i reali hope so ... haiz ..eversince that day .. i had no news from him at all .. sms him, nvr reply .. add him back at msn .. he nvr approve .. ask him add me at friendster .. also nvr add .. why .. is it he dun wish to contact me anymore .. is it he dun wan me to interfere his life anymore ... haiz .. i go take a rest .. very tired .. yawnz ..

seems that he is getin on fine .. i miss him so much .. wanted to talk to him .. but i guess he wun bother me anymore ler ba .. so forget it .. since he is gettin on fine, i will also get on fine with my life .. but anw .. i did .. haha .. tho sometimes will still think of him .. but i managed well lor ..
managed to talk to angie jsut nw on msn .. lolx .. so happy lor .. whaha .. we even plan to go to lakawai when i go back sg lor .. haha .. but its still a long way to go .. next yr sept ... lolx .. but time is reali flying very fast here .. haha .. perhaps because everyday busy working .. work, eat, work, eat, slp .. wah lao .. dam boring life .. reali missing angie so much lor .. haiz .. wanna call her out .. hahah .. but cannt be la .. we still saying go sentosa .. lolx ..
just ate maggie noodle .. nw so full like hell .. feel like vomitting lor .. haiz .. nw here is alrdy 8:30pm .. time reali fast .. i wanna open a bank acc ... but dunno can anot .. if can, good lor .. haha .. but anw ..
i hope my work place wun get sold so fast .. hopefully a yr later ... lolx .. then i no nd reali worry for job .. cause by the time next yr .. i have enuff experience .. i can work other place which will give me more salary lor .. cause by next yr aug i wun be working anymore .. i will be playign .. with my mummy .. and somemore .. my parents will be coming uk next yr july ... ahhaha ... reali looking forward to seeing them lor ...
i go wash plates ler .. tata!!