made a decision .. but before i say what is this decision .. i will say why .. cause .. perhaps u alrdyx found a new girl in ur life .. or perhaps everything is just a misunderstanding ... but i wun bother anymore .. i dunno whether could i do it .. but its my decision ... and i will try .. tho just now .. on the way here .. i am lsitening to mp3 .. and shuffle to qiang qiang .. i cried on the train .. i reali miz u lots .. but when i noe something .. which i dun reali like but i cannot do anything .. i realise everything is yi xiang qing yuan ..
so i have made this decision .. to forget u completely .. which means in the future .. even i saw u .. i will take as if i dunno u .. if u talk to me .. i will treat it as if i dunno u .. u will be out of my life ..
wei qiang u will be out of my life .. who are u .. sorry i dunno u .. its reali torturing me .. i am reali tired ..
a day after tomorrow is my 22nd birthday .. angie sent me a birthday card .. she is so sweet and nice .. i think nobody will rmb it .. suan ler ba .. perhaps i am nobody to everybody .. haaha ... well .. this trip to my uncle hse .. just on the ticket for travelling cost me 80 pound .. wth ... so exp ... ahh .. no wonder they say i will only go back every 3 mths .. haha .. its true lah ..
going watch movie ler ..
wish myself happy birthday in advance ..