why .. i keep telling myself its not a big deal .. but why do i matter so much till nw .. i reali miz u lots .. but i noe its impossible for us to be tgr once again .. cause we have changed .. everything is so different now .. but perhaps .. when i get back to sg, and we still have fate .. we might be back tgr again .. i dunno .. i will see by that ba .. do u still have feeling for me nw .. i dunno .. i am trying to make myself happy .. but somehow .. the way i laugh .. is all so fake .. nt from my bottom of my heart ..
i am reali very tired .. physically and mentally .. ever since tt day .. i yet to eat anything but drink .. since tt day .. i will show movie even i noe i am tired .. but nt very tired .. which means i wun immediately sleep tt kind . i will watch movie until 5am .. till my eyes automatically close .. then i wun think so much lerx .. haiz ..