happy 22nd birthday to myself in abt 20 mins time ba .. haha .. this yr birthday is so "special" .. haha .. and lonely .. sigh .. i hate myself .. hate it .. haha .. i am just so useles .. reali trying to forget u .. its so hard .. its reali hard .. tryin nt to think of u .. its very hard .. and tiring .. god pls .. take all this away from me .. i had enuff ... reali enuff .. guess angie will be only one who rmb my birthday and will send me a birthday card .. its reali nice .. and sweet .. i miss u angie .. when i am back next yr .. we go for a short holiday okie? haha .. taiwan or japan .. and shop!! haha .. look forward to this .. guess familyship is the only one which wun end .. next is friendship .. relationship is the weakest .. it says end means end .. why .. after every fail r/s .. i told myself not to go into another one .. but again and again .. i step in it .. WHY !! Tired~~~~~~~