why .. why does guys wun feel hurt after breaking the girls' heart .. why .. why they would act as if nth had happened .. why ..so many questions in my mind now .. i feel so sleepy and tired .. slepy is physically .. tired is mentally ... i reali wan to cry now. . but no more tears for me .. my eyes are now dried up totally .. time is passing very fast .. the closer i am going back sg .. the closer i am going to face the cruel world once again .. but perhaps i will forget him by then .. i reali hope so ... haiz ..eversince that day .. i had no news from him at all .. sms him, nvr reply .. add him back at msn .. he nvr approve .. ask him add me at friendster .. also nvr add .. why .. is it he dun wish to contact me anymore .. is it he dun wan me to interfere his life anymore ... haiz .. i go take a rest .. very tired .. yawnz ..