seeing my frenz esp angie so in love .. i really feel happy for her .. i rmb @ the beginning .. she was having lots of prob with her bf .. but nw .. they are so sweet .. hope they get married faster .. but after i go back huh .. haha .. so that i can attend her wedding .. lolx ..
seeing ppl in love .. making me wan to be in love .. but like what cecile had said ytd .. i have to wait everything till i go back .. i cannt wan love to fall .. but i nd to fall in love .. meaning i will love someone without any force .. well .. can i find that someone in the future ..
however .. let me remind of my past r/s .. i dunno could i overcome my sensitivity .. or insecurity .. i dunno .. i am afraid that if i had a r/s now .. or future .. the outcome will be the same as i and my ex .. meaning BREAK .. haiz .. i reali had no idea .. confused .. whu can tell me what to do .. dunno lah ..
now what i could do is to work and work and play com every single day .. and chatting on msn lor .. haiz .. bored life ~ but soon everything will be over .. hee .. and i will have full of programs when i get back .. perhaps i should start planning exactly what should i do when i go back ... at least have some goals .. and is realistic goals lah .. hmm .. tata ..