Thursday, 31 July 2008=(
suddenly i feel lk bloggin ..
suddenly i am thinking .. what is love .. who can actually give a definite answer to this question .. nobody .. for everyone .. expectations of love are different ..
some ppl said ..
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
some also said ..
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
somehow .. i couldn't more than agree to what this person said ..
after so many failure of r/s .. i am tired .. i am trying my best not to anyhow think .. but somehow .. i dunno lei .. i lovee my darling lots .. i doesn't want my happiness to brush beside me and gone just lk tt .. just lk i and my ex .. used to be .. i doesn't want to regret in my life later on .. is tt what a long-distance r/s shld be .. why does some couple always have sweet memories even for long-distance .. perhaps .. i shld partly blame myself .. for thinking too much .. making myself unhappy .. but somehow .. it always happen to what i tink .. i dunno ..
speak to my counsellor ytd thru phone .. had been seeing her for abt 7 or 8 yrs .. since secondary school .. she knows how i feel and what is my history .. mention to her that i had a boyfriend le .. from sg de .. know thru internet .. then she said .. why say bf when both of u are not even met up b4 ... just fren .. there is no hurry to everything .. whu noes .. he might be talking to other girls beside u .. well .. thats true .. since irc has so many girls .. whu noes .. i reali dunno .. i doesn't wan to lose him .. really .. no more of me pushing my love one away from my side .. but .. i dunno .. just can't control .. haiz ..
suddenly i am thinking .. what is love .. who can actually give a definite answer to this question .. nobody .. for everyone .. expectations of love are different ..
some ppl said ..
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
some also said ..
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
somehow .. i couldn't more than agree to what this person said ..
after so many failure of r/s .. i am tired .. i am trying my best not to anyhow think .. but somehow .. i dunno lei .. i lovee my darling lots .. i doesn't want my happiness to brush beside me and gone just lk tt .. just lk i and my ex .. used to be .. i doesn't want to regret in my life later on .. is tt what a long-distance r/s shld be .. why does some couple always have sweet memories even for long-distance .. perhaps .. i shld partly blame myself .. for thinking too much .. making myself unhappy .. but somehow .. it always happen to what i tink .. i dunno ..
speak to my counsellor ytd thru phone .. had been seeing her for abt 7 or 8 yrs .. since secondary school .. she knows how i feel and what is my history .. mention to her that i had a boyfriend le .. from sg de .. know thru internet .. then she said .. why say bf when both of u are not even met up b4 ... just fren .. there is no hurry to everything .. whu noes .. he might be talking to other girls beside u .. well .. thats true .. since irc has so many girls .. whu noes .. i reali dunno .. i doesn't wan to lose him .. really .. no more of me pushing my love one away from my side .. but .. i dunno .. just can't control .. haiz ..
written at 23:51
