what could i do .. anybody can tell me what can i do now ..
seeing everyone is in pain ..
my heart aches ..
yet ..
i cannot do anything ..
feeling so useless ..
why ..
why is all this happening to my family ...
my brother attempted suicide ..
why .. why .. why ..
i dunno ..
shld i go back now ..
or like what i told my parents ..
if two weeks time ..
and bro is still in hospital ..
i shall immediately go back ..
and not wait for nov or jan ...
but .........
i reali feel lk flying back NOW ..
haiz ...
somehow ..
i heard ..
he and my sis-in-law ..
are going to diveorce ..
just din sign the papers ..
luckily enuff ..
things can still turn back ..
why is my brother so silly ..
ask for a divorce at the lawyer place ..
and now my sis-in-law really want to divorce ..
then he start to gan-chiong ..
and do silly things ..
why ..
my parents said ..
he looks so weak and thin now ...
my used-to-be strong, muscular brother..
has gone .........
my parents are so heart pain ..
i can hear from their voice ..
i cried in the other end ..
but i dun wan to let them hear ..
i feel so heart break ..
its muz be a dream ..
a bad dream ..
i will wake up from this bad dream one day ..
its ONLY A FUCKING DREAM!!!!!!!!!
i think i am the next one going to be breakdown ..
my family seem to have falling apart ..
NO!!!