i dunno .
once again .
i know dar have been putting in effort .
but .
we dun get to talk everyday for 1 min .
either on msn, phone or sms .
haiz .
our feelings like fading .
i dunno .
i tot that since sat or sun he wun be working .
he will not slp tt early .
but .
haiz .
he doesn't seems to treasure our times .
i mean able to talk times .
haiz .
i feel so low down lor .
will he ever understand my deep down feelings .
i got so much to talk to him .
to share .
but .
he is always not available for me .
sigh .
this is not what i want .
i am tired .
dar .
if u love me,
pls do something ok .
i reali do love u .
but dun make me feel tired about this r/s .
pls .
suan le .
i dun care .
if that is how u show me u love me,
then let it be .
if u wan to treat me hot and cold whenever u like,
then let it be .
i am too exhausted of everything else .