i dunno why .
why does someone will regret into making decisions .
haiz .
the someone is like me .
i regret so many things in my whole life .
now i am 22 yr old .
i missed so many things .
haiz .
why am i so chong dong .
haiz .
why .
haiz .
can things go back to the same .
i dunno .
i regretted what i sms him ytd night .
haiz .
i dun wan to lose him .
i promised to myself to stay by him .
maybe is because of long distance thats why we are like that .
i should not be so negative .
i am so sorry about everything of i had done .
i am a farker .
haiz .
why do i wan to throw temper like tt .
haiz .
i wonder how is he now .
weather is hot .
has he drank more water .
is his cold getting better .
i know its tired of him .
to wake up early in the morning to work .
haiz .
why can't i be more understanding in the past .
now till i had lost him
then i start to cherish every single part of it .
haiz .
if he saw this post,
hopefully can give me a sms .
telling me whether can we be tgr once again .
i will change .
i reali will .
i dun wan to lose him .
we had so many common things .
if we had feelings,
and stand beside each other .
i believe we have a long journey ahead .
i want to spend every yr of birthday, x'mas, v'day with him .
and only him .
till my last breathe .
i rmb he told me b4 .
he will love me till his very last breathe .
i rmb it clearly .
its touching .
cause he is not those sweet talk guy .
but .
i din treasure .
everyone has their good and bad points .
and everyone is different .
when i am not perfect,
how can i hope to find a perfect guy .
sigh .