being cold to someone u love .
its reali hard .
i am trying to be cold to him .
trying not to care about him .
but .
its reali hard .
sigh .
knowing that he is sick to the extend that he can't work .
i wanted to ask him what happen .
but i had to stay cold .
i dun wan to put too much love in us .
but .
its reali hard .
sigh .
kenny u take care alrights .
eat ur medication on time .
and rest well .