u know who u are .
and i know u will read my blog .
so .
this post is for u .
we haven met b4 and we are tgr .
some ppl tell me .
wat ! haven met how can say tgr .
but to me .
i reali treat u as my bf .
or even my future husband .
but .
till now at this point of time .
after tgr for perhaps 2 mths .
i dun know what are u thinking .
reali don know .
i don know whether u are serious .
i don know whether do u reali love me at all .
i wanted to get an answer from u .
but whenever i ask u .
u will run away and escape .
if ur mood is bad ,
u will throw ur temper at me .
when u nd my help ,
u will be nice to me .
when u dun need my help,
u couldn't be bothered with me .
i am a human not a toy .
i have feelings too .
i so much wanted to make this work out and last .
but .
u always treating me like tt .
making me tired of the efforts i made .
all u could tell me is .
i think too much le .
but have u ever wonder why will i think too much .
have u given me enuff security to make me stop thinking too much .
all i yearn for is more love and concern showed .
not like this .
yes,
i am glad that u wanted to share with me first of ur things .
but can u at least reali let me feel that u love me .
perhaps in the first place,
we had made a wrong move .
but even if we had made a wrong move,
i never regret making this move .
till now .
i nvr tot of breaking up with u .
but please please dun force me to do that .
unwillingly .
i don't want to .
please .
do something .
even we are far apart from each other .
u still could do something .
don ask me what i want u to do .
i am tired of always asking u to do this then u do .
please think of my feelings before u do or say anything .
thats all i want to tell u .
ps: i love u kenny .