suddenly this few days .
i am starting to miss wq instead of bf .
dun ask me why .
i will wan to know the ans too .
probably its because he is the last one who really gave me happiest and no worries b4 i came to eng .
probably its because those times i reali treasured alot b4 i left my hometown .
all those moments will pop up in my mind .
those ktv, mj sessions, kpool, chill, movies, shopping, ton at his hse, etc .
tho it is just as short as 3 mths .
but a nice sweet three months .
i knew he had put in effort .
i mean now .
if i know he had put in lots of effort last time,
what will the things be now .
might be different .
i might not meet my bf .
but it may not be the best .
and its past i cannot look at anymore .
so i will get onto it .
sometimes bf do reali make me happy .
but .
sometimes i reali dun understand him at all .
mayb i yet to get used .
and its a lng dis r/s .
it might be like tt .
so might as well accept it .
bf every day sms me b4 he sleeps .
but like i say i nvr sms or call me till he sms me .
its hard .
but i will try .
cause i dun wan to get hurt anymore liao lor .
angelia .
jyx k .
help me to pass a msg to my ai ren .
tell her i miss her lots !!!!
those mj sessions we had at her grandma place .
and the baby boy!!
hahaha .
looking forward to those wonderful sessions again .
=D