who do i live for now .
what do i live for now .
i have no answers to any of those questions .
sigh .
perhaps i am a useless girl .
why am i here again .
dunno .
why am i being used again and again .
sometimes i hope the time will stop .
so i wun go back to my heartlost land .
but sometimes .
i hope time pass faster .
so i can see my family .
reali miss my mum's food .
can't eager to eat .
but .
sigh .
think he no longer read my blog anymre .
nvm .
like i say i wun sms or call him anymore .