i dunno what is my next step .
i have left my working place .
now finding a new job .
dunno will i be able to find any .
or simply can't .
if not,
i think i will go back sg in 2 weeks time .
probably asap .
i tot i could ren but no more .
told my boss .
i will nt work for u anymore .
i hope to leave by tmr (i told him ytd night)
he tried to leave me .
but i said no more i could able to tolerate .
hence,
he let me leave without any condition .
hence i can't update blog anymore .
if there is chance,
i will try to .
sorry for bu gao er bie .

"if time could turn back, i would not make the same mistakes"

was looking at papers ytd .
saw eee pc .
we had brk off .
but why do i still wan to buy the laptop for u as a surprise .
i dunno .
perhaps everything went deeply wrong .
so wrong .
i might not see u at the end .
but why do i hope to still hug u tight .
din managed to slp till 6am .
saw u online ,
wanted to talk to u .
but suan le .
din talk to u in the end .
thinking u might be bz .
i am so sick .
sore throat .
flu .
cough .
block nose .
fever .
every single shit u could get ,
its on my body now .
feeling so xxing ku .
tts why i wanna go back sg .
i almost had fits ytd night .
u noe la .
the symptoms .
probably is too cold and i am too agitated .
dunno la .

o ya.
on a happier side .
i finally finish my drama show .
hk de .
i still yet unable to dwl the sg show .
haiz .
sobx .
i mean last episode .

tts all for my last post .