if my fren rmb me of saying i am gg back on nov,
i am having a second tot of not going back so fast .
i wan to escape .
i dun wish to face my family so fast .
i dun wish to see my family prob so fast .
i yet to do so many things here .
1. quit smoking
2. save money
3. bring my parents here
4. buyy LV
so so many things .
anw.
buying of LV is not as impt as the first three .
sometimes,
i see so many ppl die .
why not me .
i see so many ppl having cancer
why not me .
perhaps i had cancer.
jsut that i dunno .
cause i NEVER EVER went for a full body check up .
i am afraid of knowing the truth .
perhaps .
its time for me to do so when i get back to sg .
do a thorough full body check-up .
at least if i had any cancer,
i have time to prepare my own funeral .
haha .
i hinted my uncle.
if i die,
i wan a pink lovely coffin with teddy bears .
surrounding muz be pink .
so at least when i suddenly pass away,
he will know what to do .
life is so unpredictable .
u wun know what happen next .
anw .
aiya.
shit .
forget what to say liao .
oh ya .
ytd called angie .
suddenly i dunno why .
i felt that we are so far apart .
we like have nothing much to say .
or chat .
haiz .
bad bad .
bad feeling .
my palce tv license due liao .
no more tv while working .
getting so bored lor!
wah lao eh .
haiz .
rotting .
oh ya .
the kitchen chefs .
two la .
quite nice and rich and handsome .
seems to be interested in me leh .
cause both dated me out .
lols .
and kip teasing me .
making me laugh .
lols .
haha .
so hua chi .
downloading my shows now .
no more shows to watch .
sianzzzz