i chose to leave not because i did anything wrong .
i dun wan anymore probs for my uncle .
thats it .
i reali dun understand .
haiz .
perhaps i am being too impatient and careless .
and now trouble is here .
ever since i came here .
i brought plenty of troubles to my uncles and aunties .
i know that in their heart .
they hope i will go back asap .
and not stay here any longer .
so they will have peace .
i dun meant to bring so much troubles .
serious .
haiz .
i am just a useless person .
when i die,
i will be go to 18th hell .
haiz .
worth me of dying sooner .
no regrets .