is anybody there?
i think i am in love .
omg .
with someone who is bigger by 15 yrs old than me .
zzz .
i dunno .
i know ppl says that age doesn't matter anything .
he treats me reali reali good .
reali care about me .
concern about me .
help me .
protect me .
take good care of me .
he is a good guy .
doesn't gamble, smoke, drink, go for prostitute .
i dunno .
my collugues can see that he reali love me .
ppl says .
he might ask me to stay in uk and marry me .
i dunno .
such a big gap .
i reali have no confidence at all .
that time raymond .
only 8 yrs of difference .
we quarrel non-stop .
i am tired .
but i know truely .
that this one is the only one who became from collugues to frenz to lover .
not like those in sg .
its my reali true first love .
shld i be happy .
i dunno .
he told me that he dun like me to smoke and spend money on not necessary items .
i will change if he proved to me that he is true about me .
anw .
i am so unlucky .
ytd drank alot .
cause i am very unhappy .
then he called me and my phone dropped in the toilet bowl .
sucks lor .
spoil liao .
haiz .
sad lah .
lucky not the new phone .
or else i will cry lahs .
i go slp le .
this few days been spending at his house overnight playing .
didn't realy slp well .
i miss him .
omg .
die .
dead .
poof .
does anyone can guess who am i saying?
whahah .
secret .
if i married here, i will invite u all de .
dun worry .
whaha .