haiz .
my mind is in a mess .
i am at dardar hse now blogging .
lols .
i fell down .
liagament torn .
using clutches .
ahh .
so fuckiing pain .
suppose to take x-ray ytd at hospital .
but cause i have baby .
so cannot .
sucks lah .
i dunno lah .
haiz .
why he alawys like so busy .
keep talking to a girl name kat .
i dunno .
but my "mama" said that kat is their "jie mei" .
but i dunno .
i dun like it .
i am jealous .
seriously jealous .
haiz .
i keep wondering .
at the end of the day .
if i were forced to give up or forget dardar .
can i do it .
i can't .
unless i leave uk and go back singapore .
i am in a mess .
dardar sometimes treat me very nice .
but sometimse .
just sucks lah .
i dun blog le .
no mood .
reali want to die .
die tgr with my baby .
haiz .