we are ended .
and it is relaly ended .
he said lets cool down .
thats good .
at least when we cool down ,
after i abort my baby,
i know what to do with us .
my mind is in a mess .
i dunno .
miss wq .
why .
what am i thinking actually .
i reali dunno .
i want to die .
really die will be better for me then .