now is alrdyx 1pm .
he is not back .
haiz .
i think he is enjoying himself with tt gal ba .
sigh .
my feeling just so sucks .
why am i always so silly .
silly to stick with a guy who doesn't love me .
haiz .
anw .
how is ur v day tdy?
for those whu are sweetly in love,
i think ur bf/gf will give u nice and sweet surprises ba .
haiz .
for those whu are not in love,
dun worry ,
u will find the right one when times come .
jyxjyz everyone .
haiz .
my dad bday .
called him .
my whole family are all outside enjoying themselves .
at orchard .
sigh .
how i wish i could be part of them .
i am reali thinking.
if tt time on the 24th nov,
i went back sg and not staying here .
probably things will not be like tt now ba .
haiz .
but time cannot turn back .
i really regret not choosing to go back tt time .
why does i want to listen to him .
haiz .
i dunno .
i am in a lost now .
no matter what happens,
this time i will choose to leave him quietly .
i will only say goodbye to him on the day i leave uk for good .
=)
omg!
one fucking big problem .
i htinkmy luggage is overweight.
shit!
i think to send back somethings b4 i go back,
or else sure die de lor.