it is so weird.
called angie today .
somehow and somewhere,
we seems like a stranger .
no longer like last time .
haiz .
the feeling is just not nice tho .
perhaps we separated too far and long .
anw .
i think he scared i outside got guy .
cause this two days,
i kip calling raymond ma.
then recently,
he so sweet talk to me .
talk to me so nicely.
and just now .
he just suddenly come out .
like want to spot check or surprise me .
wah lao eh .
really kanna shocked lor .
probably,
everything is all i think .
probably he just too bored there,
and want to get his ds .
i dunno .
dun wish to know and think anymore .
tired~
just want to be happy for my last 3 mths here .
cause probably i wun ever able to come to uk .
till i save lots lots lots of money in sg .
so its simply impossible .
somehow now .
i really kind of she bu de my collugues .
our working r/s are so good .
i really she bu de .
esp gu ma, and "mama"
they brought me lots of laughters and memories .
well .
i think i gonna get something for them b4 i go back ba .
he said tdy to me .
faster get ok .
or else how we can go out tgr .
i dun understand .
if he dun love me and have other girl outside,
why can't i have other guys outside and he still so care .
i seriously dunno why .
probably think too much again nia .
haha .
i am fine my dear frenz .
have u all bought presents for ur loved one?
hope u all did .
cause i nvr .
i had no chance to .
probably tmr or what i will go to the supermarket nearby to get something for him .
i nd to see my situation .
i not sure .
haiz .