he said he is going to his mum hse on this sat which is a valentine's day .
i told myself not ot bother .
its fine .
but .
somehow . .
my tears drop just now .
i text him just now .
i told him .
i dunno and dun wish to know whether u really love me or not . and on sat are u going to ur mum hse or gg out with this gal name kat . i dun wish to know . i text u to let u know that i am not a fucking stupid girl . i kept quiet doesn't mean i dunno anything .
he din reply .
just bought a card for him on valentine day .
tho i knw he have another girl outside,
i am so stupid enuff to do all these things .
he said waste money .
i dunno whether he lk or not .
i am not going to bother .
cause i am too tired to bother .
how i really hope he will celebrate v day with me .
but .
all hopes are dash .
i dunno .
i DON'T WANT to think anymore .
i am really tired .
sick .
tmr gg for check up.
hopefully things will be fine .
girls are not stupid at all .
just tt sometime girls will choose to be stupid .
so guys .
stop fucking think tt u are so clever to lie to girls !
just fuck off .
i dunno why i am so angry .
but .
haiz .
i have told him i know abt kat this girl long time ago .
but he haven reply .
i hope for any reply .
i reali just want to b happy for my last three months here .
i am definitely going back .
my heart reali aches .
too pain .
probably i will create a new email .
a more formal email for those formal things .
lk resume or what .
haha .
oh ya .
i managed to contact bak Mr Kelvin Tan .
omg!
he tot i am married in sg!
omg!
omg!
omg!
he said he heard from one of our classmates tt i am getting married!
i cannot believe it!
had some chats with him.
he so shocked i called him .
lols .
really miss those days in ite .
boring but fun .
short but sweet.
hopefully when the next time i study,
it will be tt fun again .
lols .
tata .
go watch show le .
buaiz