suddenly i have so much to say .
to dardar .
i dunno where and how shld i start lah .
dardar .
thankx for all this understanding u have given me .
thankx for treating lk nobody will ever treat me tt gd .
i knw tt u are jealous coz i and him slping on tt bed .
but u trusted me and u nvr say anything .
juz wanting me to get out of this hse asap .
dar .
thanks .
tho we haven reali met .
but i felt we have known each other for yrs .
and it is fate that brought us bck tgr again .
i strongly believe tt we will treasure each other mre than b4 .
dar i looking forward to the days we will spend with each other .
hee .
miss u lots dar .
i used to plan alot of things .
tt time when we brk,
i tot everything is over .
but now fate has brought us miracle .
i knw tt i shld trust u juz lk u trusted me .
but sometimes past brought me fear .
i knw u will give me time .
our time difference is so big .
tts why there is nth u could do .
i knw we can overcome all obstacles tgr de .
everyday i have been looking forward to hear frm u .
i am glad tt what i had said b4 u still rmb .
juz lk what u had said b4 i will rmb .
everytime whenever we are tgr,
is the time i am abt to go back .
or rather tot of going back le .
lols .
dunno why .
juz so qiao .
dar so swt,
the first thiing when he on his com is to read my blog de loh ,
then will ask me why i post tt , blah blah .
oh ya ,
everydya video with dar .
then i smoke at his hse de ma .
then dar will say smoke nice hor .
he hor .
everything also cannot escape from his eyes de lei .
he win liao lah .
dar says i muz stop smoking coz i blog so big tt i will quit smoking ..
if nvr quit,
my fren will say me .
lols .
dardar always make me so zzzzz de lei .
anw,
tmr start working liao .
i think it is better lah .
no work,
money stop,
but mouth nvr stop coz "he" bought food for me lahs .
making use of him onli lah dar .
dardar slping now .
i so bored loh .
my fren all not free .
sian .
dardar nag tt i come back early ok .
lolx .
says i come back early then after 1 yr or 2 yr we marry .
then i tell him .
actually hor,
my ideal age of marriage is 25 .
then he laugh .
he says see i tell u two yrs max or so then we married .
lols .
i say ya lah .
u knw me lah .
he ah.
always act as if he knw me lk tt loh .
tdy alone at home .
coz "he" nt @ hm .
went to see his mom again lah .
i dun bother .
see see loh .
juz tell me coming back anot .
i nd to lock the door anot .
hahaa .