sometimes.. i looking at marrying couples.. i wonder.. what will be the difference of marriage life and dating life (but alrdy staying tgr le).. does it really makes any difference? i reali wonders.. laogong now in camp.. muz b sleepin soundly le.. i do appreciate him call/sms me every morning and night or rather whenever he is free ba.. he is the one i will want to spend with in my whole life.. he but nobody else.. i felt so stressed at work ba.. i miss laogong hugging me and comforting me when i need someone.. i know he will b out in abt 7 mre days.. but 7 mre days.. its so short yet so longer.. i miss him then any words can say.. i now living in his hse.. =) part of his house family ba.. i dunno.. tho i feel quite weird.. but its so much better then stayin @ my own hse ba.. i will wait for u de lao gong.. wo ai ni longer than yi bei zi.. muackssssssssssssssssssssssss