i am with laogong for like 6 mths.. but 6mths like equal to 6yrs.. we overcame so many many obstacles tgr.. and now is the most difficult obstacle we will overcome tgr.. 25th dec, on this day will be our first christmas tgr... but i can give lao gong nothing.. haiz.. cause i started working and haven got my pay lei.. haiz.. i feel so useless ba.. but i know lao gong have been trying to encourage me bah.. he has been trying to call me as much as possible bah.. i am so glad to see his effort ba.. i really miss him alot alot for this 1 week.. he said he also miss me lk siao ba.. but nth we can do ba.. i knw that i will wait for him for 2yrs till he complete ba.. but tho others think that the most possibilities of changing heart will be me not him ba.. but i know i will not.. cause he is the guy i am looking for and will spend my life with.. wo ai ni laogong more than forever.. *muacks*